I have no idea where I’m going but it is far away from where I’ve been. Recovering perfectionist. Newly Optimistic. Young Dreamer. Anything you want to know - just {ask} I’m always here to listen.Tumblr (3.0; @free-asa-birdie)http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/0b2201724ce1e31d5668868319025284/tumblr_mnjysb5Hcu1r5sbj8o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/53025199853http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/53025199853Sat, 15 Jun 2013 10:30:48 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/da70c5380d802faa69a7196e15866469/tumblr_mnszmrc4JA1r633ano1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/53025142614http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/53025142614Sat, 15 Jun 2013 10:29:45 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_me7qwgkSu01qegm3mo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/53025130129http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/53025130129Sat, 15 Jun 2013 10:29:30 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m33y7vSQle1rqg9evo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/53025118845http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/53025118845Sat, 15 Jun 2013 10:29:17 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3bwatJsNQ1rnl69eo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/53025106161http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/53025106161Sat, 15 Jun 2013 10:29:02 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_makrxzPiM11rgf7tko1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/53025090352http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/53025090352Sat, 15 Jun 2013 10:28:45 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/80251d05100d77c289150fde316d1eab/tumblr_mgjcurz7Yg1reios0o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://breakinq.tumblr.com/post/51691863717/im-lonely-looking-for-a-tumblr-gf-any" class="tumblr_blog">breakinq</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>I’m lonely :( looking for a tumblr gf ♡ any takers?</p></blockquote>http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/52456772450http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/52456772450Sat, 08 Jun 2013 08:53:02 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/f3d2fd1ed8524af1c10f3211f4fcc5f5/tumblr_mo2khw8E4U1ssj90zo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/52456761578http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/52456761578Sat, 08 Jun 2013 08:52:47 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/3695ccf6189872b90127edd904ce1e89/tumblr_mo2p0pSBk91r1e3g7o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/52456753848http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/52456753848Sat, 08 Jun 2013 08:52:36 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/f442504b49c86ba3d645c6bb24b0d1bb/tumblr_mo2qofyTGa1remh9bo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/52456744194http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/52456744194Sat, 08 Jun 2013 08:52:22 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/93163d0027fa2960997c8fb37213a0ed/tumblr_mo2juhlXk61rg63i5o1_400.gif"/><br/><br/>http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/52456735942http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/52456735942Sat, 08 Jun 2013 08:52:11 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/280839bfed231ff9ae359f258f9c720a/tumblr_mo2jgt3Jpu1s77v8ao1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/52456730696http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/52456730696Sat, 08 Jun 2013 08:52:04 -0400<p>And then maybe i could get on with my life and stop breaking everything I touch and maybe i could leave the house and maybe I would still have friends or maybe i wouldnt but it wouldnt matter cos i wouldnt be the fucking anorexic-not-anorexic-recovering-relapsing-self-destructing freak that I am and maybe Id be normal or maybe i wouldnt but that wouldnt matter either. Maybe Id like the beach and icecream and maybe id know what my laugh sounds like and maybe I have a stupid laugh but I wouldnt even mind. Maybe Id be a really awesome person who doesnt drain the life out of everyone and whos every thought isnt about starving or breaking or dieing or falling or lying or worst of all: remebering. Maybe Id become a real person. If I could physically kill it I would, Id suffocate the life out of it or blow its head of but its me thats the worst goddamn part. Recovery is a fucking joke Ive been RECOVERING FOR THREE FUCKING YEARS YOU LYING BITCH YOU TOLD ME IT WOULD GET EASIER</p>http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/52456368519http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/52456368519Sat, 08 Jun 2013 08:43:00 -0400http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/52398533093http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/52398533093Fri, 07 Jun 2013 15:32:59 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/2f8c1b78399b19b05403e1645ede2df7/tumblr_mnxqn3WFUw1qkcdmyo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/52239401261http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/52239401261Wed, 05 Jun 2013 15:40:15 -0400Chicagewillis towersears towerAmazingviewskylineskydeckheight<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/2d5b420a0cd164eb96f1cce72f7cd99f/tumblr_mnxqjhUQFn1qkcdmyo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/52239242465http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/52239242465Wed, 05 Jun 2013 15:38:05 -0400Cutepuppydogfluffysummerinamericatexasamarillobowfloral<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ma515tqw7t1qiuteyo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/52239147674http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/52239147674Wed, 05 Jun 2013 15:36:48 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/f6313b05cc10a9a87c44615d81fe855c/tumblr_mmfvzgaWYU1qi99m9o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/52239132949http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/52239132949Wed, 05 Jun 2013 15:36:36 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/7f163fd58f1c0720c5ac2b6bac904f0b/tumblr_mnxqeuZHcX1qkcdmyo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/52239040931http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/52239040931Wed, 05 Jun 2013 15:35:18 -0400Usaadventurehatmemories<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/9c5032da8e32e1444bd6e3a66230cd28/tumblr_mnxqaoOOcq1qkcdmyo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/52238858612http://free-asa-birdie.tumblr.com/post/52238858612Wed, 05 Jun 2013 15:32:48 -0400Californialos angelessanta monicabeachroute 66endsummeradventure